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I hate having cancer. I hate that they told me that everything would be "fine" and that I am in total unbelievable pain every day. I hate being sick. I hate having to depend on everyone around me for even the simplest things. I hate trying to make other people understand that even though I look fine, I feel horrible and lonely. I hate being young and having to deal with this. I hate how my cells are dividing quicker than older peoples. I hate how this cancer can spread and I have no control over it. I hate being sick in front of my kids. I hate asking them to understand. I hate how they have to deal with this. I hate people who have avoided me like I am contagious. I hate people who say they will be there to listen to me and then they won't let me speak. I hate that I have to deal with this but I am glad it is me that is sick and not someone I love! I hate cancer more than I have ever hated anything in my entire life. May 24 3:16 PM MST

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I hate that I should let go..
but I can't. Jun 20 3:16 PM MST

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I hate not knowing what happens after death. Thinking about it scares the hell out of me. I hate constantly worrying about whether or not there is an afterlife. Nov 22 11:08 PM MST

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i hate being so fucking worried all the time! i hate that after a test or quiz i think i did badly on, i go and look up all the answers to see how well i did on it. and then i go calculate my potential grade if i got a "60" on the quiz. why the fuck am i so worried?! stress kills so why worry? man, sometimes i really lose sight of reality. Apr 15 12:50 PM MST

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i hate pessimistic people or people who worry too much and then when i tell them that if there's nothing they should do about it, then their worrying just adds negative vibes to the situation, they continue to worry and say they can't help it. BULLSHIT! you can ALWAYS help what you think. and if you're so worried about it, you wouldn't be thinkign about it in a negative way because you should KNOW that that doesn't IMPROVE anything. gah! stupid people. i also hate the president and the government and genital mutilation and child labor and non free-trade chocolate/coffee and the fact that my friends' parents don't buy organic, free-trade foods and that they always expect me to eat eggs in the morning and i hate stupid people and people who judge on music, even though i do it, and i hate people who apologize all the time and people who can't take compliments and people who breathe through their mouth, especially when they have halitosis. Sep 25 11:54 AM MST