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What I despisingly hate is simple: Utah's pseudo-social culture. This encompasses a copious array of topics, yet for the sake of brevity, I shall attempt to focus on a two-pronged approach to elucidating my emotional disposition on the above. First, in all of my travels, both throughout the United States and various nations around the world, I have never encountered a place as falsified and utterly absurd as this one. One may ask: well, then why don't you leave? A good and fair question, indeed. Believe me, I've moved out of this state numerous times, but familial obligations, like an implosive vortex, keeps bringing me back here. I do not hate girls, love, socialization, and all other things appertaining to such, but what I do absolutely hate . . . . .and I mean loathe . . . . .is that being LDS and single once you hit 30 here is the BLACK KISS OF DEATH FROM HELL. I'm divorced (by my own hand; I'm the one that filed for that separation) and I've had a number of relationships (many of which have NOT been in Utah), and despite the fact that I am not on the "hunt" (per se) to find a woman, I must express that too many of the people here (both male and female) are ridiculously uptight, paranoid, insecure, and essentially as fake as a plastic chatty cathy donnie doll. Sometimes I want to tell the people I continually meet to cut the crap and just be themselves: oooohhhhh, what a TERRIFYING idea! I just can't fathom it. Oh well, I'll be single for eternity. Hooray; I'm so thrilled about that. Take care, everyone. To conclude, I'll simply state that I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. Peace. Jun 28 11:25 AM MST