link herei hate that each of my friends have a string of admirers and i am actually refered as the ugly one.
i hate that even when i think i look ok i catch my reflection in the mirror and i just want to hide my face.
i hate that even when ive lost weight and am under weight for my size i get called fat regardless.
i hate that i have to dye my hair.
i hate that my cheeks are chubby.
i hate my nose.
i hate my small eyes.
i hate that i look about 5 years younger than i am.
i hate that the one guy who ever liked me and my first and only boyfriend now calls me a dog.
i hate that my best male friend who i liked for 5 years is now going out with my best friend.
i hate that she flirted and got together with him infront of me.
i hated that she had a boyfriend who was also my friend whilst doing this.
i hate that she destroyed the group friendship.
i hate that she slept with him and told everyone except me.
i hate that she parades him infront of me.
i hate being too shy to talk to people.
i hate not being able to take a photgraph withoout flinching at the results.
i hate having to stand next to people more attractive than me.
i hate that im compaared to people, even if i was as hideous as people make out then it wouldnt matter if i wasnt compared to "beautiful people".
i hate that i never feel good about myself
Dec 15 5:53 AM MST