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i hate having sex dreams about everyone i know except my boyfriend. i just hate having sex dreams. they're always really bizarre. Jul 15 1:33 AM MST

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I hate homelessness. I was homeless a few times in the past. The first two times weren't that bad(or maybe I was humbled too much to think they weren't "that bad"?), because they occured in the summertime and I had a car. With a car, I was able to drive up to friends' places to stay or at last resort, could sleep in my car. My friends were nicer to me then and let me stay with them, so it wasn't that bad. But the worst time occured this time 2yrs ago, when I had no car and was kicked out by my parents in the middle of an unusually cold winter.

The things that I hated the most about homelessness were: 1) the physical discomfort of being constantly cold and having nowhere to sleep; 2) the discrimination. People constantly falsely accused me of shit when they found out that I was a "homeless person." They made me feel as if I'd been homeless for years, due to things within my control such as drug addiction, mental illness, murder charges, etc...when in reality, I had good grades in college, had worked menial jobs since 8th grade, and simply couldn't find a decent job after college so my parents misunderstood this and kicked me out(my parents later profusely apologized and confessed that they were unaware of my bad situation). I got accused of being a thief, an attempted swindler, and a coke addict...all untrue. I lost a lot of friends because of homelessness. Some "friends" would falsely accuse me of things or blame everything on me. Some "friends" sympathized with me on the hard luck I was having, yet wouldn't respond when I asked if I could stay with them for a single day. Or when I finally contacted a few of these fake "friends" and confronted them about their superficiality, they got unreasonably angry at me. One "friend" was helpful at first and let me stay with him, but soon after ditched me because it "really got to him" that all of his acquaintences were taunting him for hanging out with "that homeless girl." There was more than one bar that kicked me out simply because they heard through the grapevine that I was homeless...and this is considering that I had enough money to buy a drink or appetizer! Overall, people gave me attitude and discredited the fact that I was a good person put in a bad situation.

It got to the point that I started pretending to NOT be homeless, except when propositioning friends and/or boys if I would be able to stay with them for just a day. I risked getting arrested in MANY occasions, when I would sneak into my former college's lounge to sleep, or walk into their gym facilities as naturally as if I were a student, to use their lockerroom showers. I would try so hard to look "normal," but people usually could tell or if they couldn't tell, they still treated me like crap because they could at least tell that I didn't make much money.

Of course I wasn't going to tell prospective employers that I was homeless. But this came back to haunt me when I worked at Applebees, and despite my best efforts to hold down this job(there were many obstacles, such as it being in the boonies beyond mass transit extents on some days, and a few other difficulties relating to my lack of car or home), my problems caught up to me and I got in trouble at work. At that point, I felt obliged to confess to the manager about my homeless situation, because it was the only explanation that made sense by that point. Well the manager USED THIS INFO AGAINST ME, treating me like crap for the rest of the night and blaming me for stuff that either I didn't do, or stuff that the entire host staff was responsible for(but they didn't get blamed, only me). It was humiliating and degrading.

I have never been treated like more of an outcast/pariah than when I was homeless. :( Even when I was outcasted as a "nerd" in middle school, and that's really saying something if you know anything about "middle school clique politics" and the effect on a child's self-esteem. Jan 9 9:00 PM MST

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I hate pointless phone calls.
As if I wanna sit there and listen to you talk about how bored you are or what a delicious breakfast you had this morning. I hate the sound of the telephone ringing. I hate hanging up on someone and they call back.

I hate where I live. I hate how theres nothing to do except get stoned or drunk or go to the mall which consists of about five stores.

I hate screamo music. I can't exactly put my finger on why I do, but I hate it. Why would someone want to listen to music you can't even make out the words too. It makes my ears bleed.

I hate grocery shopping. It takes so long, and you'll need apples and their on one side, and a loaf of bread and it's sneakily hidden in some random aisle. I hate shopping baskets too. They clang all the time and their hard to turn and usualy they have one squeaky wheel that spins around and around all the time.

I hate my school. I hate all the teachers in it. And majority of the students arnt that much better.

I dislike people againset drugs and alcohol. Expecially if they've never tried it. You've gotta be curious, just go try it and then say what you think.

I hate when people listen to their Ipod when you're with them. It's impossible to have an actual conversation with them without them blurting out a random line from the song in the middle of your speaking.

I hate how milk goes chunky. Juice doesn't go chunky if you leave it out for a while, infact all the sugar goes to the bottom and it tastes even better sometimes. But no, milk goes all sour, and looks like vomit and smells like shit. It sadens me.

I hate Hawaiin Pizza. Why is there such thing as a pizza with pineapples on it? Since when are pineapples, meat, tomato sauce and bread a good combination?

I hate eating with big spoons. Either it wont fit in your mouth right or there too much cereal or whatever on the large spoon and you can't chew properly.

I hate people that say things they know will make someone else laugh while their eating. Then that person burst out laughing and sprays their half eaten food all over the place and laughs with their mouth hanging wide open or they end up choking on their food and cough for the next 20 minuets. Jan 27 6:01 AM MST