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I hate that I'm UNCOMFORTABLE and TERRIFIED when my parents are home. I hate how pathetic and childish I feel when they are home. I hate that I'm such a different person when I am/ am not around them. I hate that I let this get me down. I hate how cowardly and inferior I feel. And I absolutely hate that hatebook is the closest to change that I'm ever going to get. May 12 7:01 AM MST

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i hate how no matter how desperately hard i try, i cant wake up early! i hate that because i dont HAVE to wake up early, i wont! i hate that i HAVE to stay in bed "just 5 more minutes" 10 times in a row. i hate how i want to wake up at 6 in the morning and go for a jog, but not even my alarm wakes me up til 7 and then i just turn it off and go back to bed. i hate how just because its summer i cant wake up til 9 at the earliest, but yet during the school year i wake up exactly when i need to, wtf?!?! Jul 18 10:36 PM MST

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I hate it that my son is sick and has been since day one. He had an operation when he was 3 months old. He's 8 months old and he has to have another one and soon. I hate that he has to go through another operation and he'll go through pain again. I hate it that the Dr's tell me that they will manage his pain. I hate it that I ate tons of fruit and veggies and drank milk and water and took my prenatal vitamins and some crack head goes in and has a perfect baby while I tried my best to do everything right but had a baby that will have problems all his life. Dec 21 8:18 AM MST

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I hate that i'm starting to feel a miserable cold coming on. Dammit. Jun 11 10:07 AM MST

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I hate having cancer. I hate that they told me that everything would be "fine" and that I am in total unbelievable pain every day. I hate being sick. I hate having to depend on everyone around me for even the simplest things. I hate trying to make other people understand that even though I look fine, I feel horrible and lonely. I hate being young and having to deal with this. I hate how my cells are dividing quicker than older peoples. I hate how this cancer can spread and I have no control over it. I hate being sick in front of my kids. I hate asking them to understand. I hate how they have to deal with this. I hate people who have avoided me like I am contagious. I hate people who say they will be there to listen to me and then they won't let me speak. I hate that I have to deal with this but I am glad it is me that is sick and not someone I love! I hate cancer more than I have ever hated anything in my entire life. May 24 3:16 PM MST

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I hate than when i stress out about things like finals and college, my stomach gets upset and I shit with blood in it. Then I get worried about my rectal bleeding and it gets worse. what a viscious cycle Dec 5 11:35 AM MST

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I hate being sick!!! I hate randomly waking up in the middle of the night with coughing fits, I hate that i've been coughing so much that my throat is raw and my sides hurt, I hate how it fucks with my voice and makes me sound like i'm crying. I hate getting chills and shivering when it's 80 degrees in here. I hate that i'm wearing a sweatshirt and i'm wrapped up in a blanket and i'm STILL cold. I hate the random stomach aches and feeling like i'm going to puke. Even worse, I hate puking. I hate how pale I look. I hate the bags under my eyes from all the deprived sleep. I hate that I am sooooo tired but I can't sleep because i'll just wake up and cough again. I hate how the only thing I can keep down is water and even that sometimes doesn't last. I hate the nasty taste in my mouth. Most of all I hate that I got it from some girl I met about a week ago. Damn her and her tongue. Dec 2 11:48 AM MST

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I hate how I feed off of negativity. I hate that i'm not happy until everyone around me is completely miserable. I hate that I find satisfaction in the fact that people think i'm dark and cold blooded. I hate that I find comfort in my friends or family being mad at eachother. I hate that I always hope for a big fight to break out. I hate how seeing my friends cry over broken hearts makes me happy. I hate that I sold out my own cousin to see people get mad at her and when I saw them fight I liked it. alot. I hate that gray stormy weather makes me happy because it's so cliche. I hate that I get so annoyed by my mother when I know she's a nice person and she's just as miserable as I am. I hate that I make my parents miserable and I hate that they make me miserable in return. I hate that I bitch about mentally retarded people and i'm probably gonna wind up having a retarded child. I hate karma it blows. I hate the fact that i'm able to drain people's happiness away because I was taught all my life to stay away from those kinds of people and now I am one of them although my loved ones wanna be blind and deny it. We all know that i'm a toxic person. I'm such a drag that I can bring down the happiest person just by walking past them. I am the little sad girl with the pale skin and the long dark hair dressed in all black being followed by a rain cloud. I make the skies black, I make flowers wilt, I make rainbows disappear, I make happy playing children in the park cry and when everyone around me is crying......I smile. Nov 27 4:30 AM MST