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I hate how there are no places within walking distance where one could go exploring through a forest or run across an open field. I hate that there is nothing but building after building after building. We have enough buildings!! Nov 4 12:00 PM MST

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I hate that I can't sleep. I hate that when in bed, my mind just starts racing and worrying about the tomorrow. I hate to be afraid of the next day, and what misfortunes it always seems to have in store for me. Nov 20 11:34 AM MST

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I hate that my gut takes weeks to adjust to new and tasty diets. Whether I've been eating meat & potatoes and switching to vegan, learning how to cook burritos or Indian foods, or even just easing into steak and vegetables, if I'm not eating one thing for a week my gut just can't keep up, and I have to spend three hours a day on the toilet. It's not just embarrassing to be stuck in the bathroom for twenty minutes at a time, it's hateful. I was actually doing better, in that regard, when I was still a heavy and happy druggie. Nov 14 3:00 AM MST

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I hate myself. I hate my behaviour toward others. I hate that I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I hate that I don't feel like I'm worthy or capable to live life. I hate everything about myself... except for the way I look. I'm very proud of my features. I hate that people probably get to know me because I seem interesting... but then they get to know me, and, whaddya' know, I'm just another freakshow runaway.

Yup, that about sums it up. I hate myself. Feb 14 4:57 PM MST