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I hate that I had a dream about you last night.
I hate that just when I thought I was getting over you, you said "I still love you", and I wondered if it was directed at me.
I hate everything I've done to mess things up between us...I hope you'll give me a chance.
I hate how you're always in the back of my mind.
I hate that I can't do anything about it...all I can do is wait.
I hate how I know we would be perfect together.
I hate how I always have to be the one to reach out, to start the conversation, to initiate some kind of communication...you just sit there.
If you want me, come and get me. I'm waiting. Jun 3 1:15 AM MST

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I hate that I gave him a second chance. He choose pot over me the first time, got into hard core drugs, and oh look two years later and I'm opening my arms for him because I'm so damn lonely. Sep 29 10:39 AM MST