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I hate that I decided to get breast implants. I hate that I didn't realize I was fine the way I was... actually I looked really good the way I was. I hate that it took me making this life changing decision in order to realize that I hate the way I feel and look now and I hate even more that I think about how much I regret the decision every day. I hate that this decision has made me depressed and want to sleep all day. I hate that I started smoking pot daily as a way to not think about my surgery. I hate how much time I have spent thinking about this... and I hate that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it. Dec 28 10:03 AM UTC