link hereI hate that I'm on the computer again.
I hate that
I hate so many things.
I hate the rainy weather outside and how I faked sick today so I didn't have to go to school, because at school all I do is sit there and not say a fucking word. I don't know why I can't talk. I'm so shy and silent but once you get to know me I'm the loudest person but I have to be so shy at first, and once I think I'm finally doing a good job at opening up and talking with someone they ask why I'm shy.
I hate that this extremely hot guy on my bus is so nice and friendly to me and tells me I'm beautiful but he's just one of those people I could never have a chance with.
I hate people who think they are "punk". why do you have to put a label on things. why do people ask me, "why don't you dress like a punk if you listen to punk?" UM cause I'm not a punk! I just enjoy the music that doesn't mean I have to base my life, opinions, and clothing around it! Music is NOT what makes a person who they are!
I hate when people wear giant, ridiculous looking sunglasses and clips in their hair from when they were four, and it's always those people who are the most popular.
I hate how I turn pink when the teacher calls on me and then people stare at me and ask "why are you pink?" and it makes me pinker.
I hate how I like who I am but hate everything that I do.
I hate that I'm still typing all this down.
Oct 12 11:07 AM MST 
