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I hate that I know i'm extremely pessimistic and what an eye-opener it is to meet someone just as...if not more pessimistic than me. It's strange it's kinda like talking to myself. I can be like "Life sucks! I'm fat and ugly, my friends are assholes and everyone hates me!" and they'll respond "Yeah? Well my boyfriend is an abusive dick, I live in a Hell hole with my 2 bratty ass kids, and I have a drinking problem." and someone else will come along and be like "Psh well both my parents were brutally murdered when I was 8, i'm addicted to crack, and I live in a cardboard box, bitches!" Ok you win. Dec 7 5:47 AM MST

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i hate how people tell me i'm so pessimistic. i'm not pessimistic you dickweeds, i'm realistic. reality sucks and i hate how people are always trying to ignore that by "thinking positive." i want to turn around and just crush their little spirits sometimes, but i don't because i'm too darn nice! it's not fair...i hate my friends sometimes because they make me feel like i'm nothing... Oct 7 5:49 AM MST