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I hate College. I hate being a Junior in College and still hating it. I hate not being able to make friends. I hate being alone. I hate feeling like I should hate myself. I hate having to finish at this stupid university and then having to go to grad school because otherwise I end up drinking wine out of a paper bag on some street corner. I hate having to be perfect because otherwise I'll be nothing. I hate knowing that money really is the only thing that matters in life. I hate knowing you can't rely on anybody. I hate knowing that no person is a friend, that family means nothing, and that religion is the opiate of the masses. Oct 10 3:18 PM MST

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I hate myself for wanting to be perfect. I will never give up at trying to do everything and trying to be perfect at everything I do. Even this retarded post took me almost five minutes because I had to proofread it. So what if i screw up? what's my problem? Sep 26 6:08 AM MST