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i hate that i think of things like, oh thats not me... wait till he really knows me... then i think shit if i am doing it all the time, then it probably is me. i hate how much i like him and how much i ruin things for myself... these opportunities dont come up much for me, but when they do i sure f em up... i hate that quality about myself. i hate regretting things because i know they shouldn't be like this. Jan 11 3:02 AM MST