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I hate how I am severely scared of vomiting! When someone says they don't feel well, I shake uncontrollably because I'm afraid I will catch their sickness. I hate how I am addicted to gravol. I take it even when I feel fine just to make myself think I will never puke again in my life. I also hate when I tell people I have a phobia of vomiting and they think they do to but really they don't realize that I am so bad I need to see a therapist because vomit is all I think about! I hate how I constantly wash my hands til they bleed so that I don't catch the flu. Dec 7 4:04 PM MST