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I hate that I keep having very disturbing nightmares lately. They get so bad that I wake up paralyzed with fear and unable to fall back asleep. And they keep getting more and more disturbing. I'm almost too afraid to fall asleep tonight..... Nov 17 1:33 PM MST

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I hate how I don't sleep and when i do sleep I have chronic nightmares so bad I wake up in a pool of sweat or bawling my eyes out uncontrollably. I just want to sleep and act like a normal human being.

I also hate that I have obsessive compulsive disorder, but I thank God for helping me get over the worst of it. I hate having to do things over and over and over and over again without any real meaning. Nov 4 2:39 PM MST