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I hate how I feed off of negativity. I hate that i'm not happy until everyone around me is completely miserable. I hate that I find satisfaction in the fact that people think i'm dark and cold blooded. I hate that I find comfort in my friends or family being mad at eachother. I hate that I always hope for a big fight to break out. I hate how seeing my friends cry over broken hearts makes me happy. I hate that I sold out my own cousin to see people get mad at her and when I saw them fight I liked it. alot. I hate that gray stormy weather makes me happy because it's so cliche. I hate that I get so annoyed by my mother when I know she's a nice person and she's just as miserable as I am. I hate that I make my parents miserable and I hate that they make me miserable in return. I hate that I bitch about mentally retarded people and i'm probably gonna wind up having a retarded child. I hate karma it blows. I hate the fact that i'm able to drain people's happiness away because I was taught all my life to stay away from those kinds of people and now I am one of them although my loved ones wanna be blind and deny it. We all know that i'm a toxic person. I'm such a drag that I can bring down the happiest person just by walking past them. I am the little sad girl with the pale skin and the long dark hair dressed in all black being followed by a rain cloud. I make the skies black, I make flowers wilt, I make rainbows disappear, I make happy playing children in the park cry and when everyone around me is crying......I smile. Nov 27 4:30 AM MST

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i hate society and the way it makes you feel. i hate how no one believes that they are truly beautiful..they think that they're so flawed, i hate it. you're not fat or ugly. whoever you are, wherever you are, i want you to know that i'm here for you and i would care if you were gone. there's so much out there, go find it. everythings worth it, trust me. you are beautiful and intelligent and don't let anyone tell you differently. i hate how our parents put us down and make us fell horrible for our actions. i hate how they are only spreading thier negativity to us. don't let anything get you down. never live the same day twice. try everthing. be happy. because it's all so fast. make it last. i hate how so few realize that. May 20 3:45 AM MST