link hereI hate being married.
I hate that I am trapped like a rat for the rest of my life.
I hate that I will never be as important to him as his family and his friends are.
I hate that I was alone and doing fine and for some stupid reason wanted to get married.
I hate that I had cold feet at the ceremony and let him convince me that things would be different; that some small part of me might regret it later.
I hate that I never get what I want.
I hate that I work my ass off and nothing I do is ever good enough or appreciated.
I hate that I am stuck here forever.
I hate that I don't want to change my name, I like my name, it is my nam e, not his name. I don't want his name - he doesn't deserve the gift of my giving up my name in order to take his.
I hate that he throws money away and that I am more in debt now because of him than I have ever been in my entire life.
I hate that I am more lonely now than I ever was alone.
I hate that I have torn down my wall long enough to let this person in...I wish that I hadn't
Feb 14 5:51 PM UTC