link hereI hate that I lie.
I hate that I find it easier to lie than to tell the truth and
I hate that I'd rather lie to myself about lying than face what telling the truth about lying might mean.
I hate that I'm too scared to tell even my psychiatrist.
I hate that the person I love most in the world might leave me if he finds out that I've lied to him; that I've lied to him today.
I hate that the first time I've ever admitted this is anonymously.
Nov 10 6:14 PM MST