link herei hate tha fact that i lose soo much weiqht then in a couple weeks i gain it all bak.im alwaysz up and down tha scale.i mean i kno that i could be worst.but at 136 pounds and 5'3 i think thats alOot. i want to be liked and no looked at like eww she got fat this summer.i have really lOw-self esteem but im tryinq ma best to get fit.
i have aloot of friends but i dont even feel good about going out nomore cuz i dont want them to think of me bad.
i wish i could get out of arizona i alsO HATE it here! itsz hella hott; and wack..
i just want to move away from all ma family and friends and start life all over again..
but i mean still visit dem once in a while!
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Jul 22 8:56 AM MST