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I HATE that Im neither a 00 agent nor the proud owner of an iPhone.
...just to intensify the rage I feel whilst pondering these points, i bet upon becoming a '00' they'd give me an iPhone. With loads of fancy extra apps. Great. Two irk-birds, with one unattainable stone. shit it. Nov 20 5:37 PM MST

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i hate how im too nice and it ends up backfiring on me.
i hate how when being the only friend to a lonely, depressed guy with aspergers ends in him raping me and taking my virginity with it.
i hate how i ended up pregnant as a result and then miscarried.
i hate how i never told anyone because i know i cant trust anyone. Sep 2 9:14 PM MST

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I hate that my social anxiety, low self-esteem and fear of rejection are taking. over. my. life. Jun 17 8:25 AM MST

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I hate that I have sex for $$ and can't tell anyone about it. I don't hate doing it, just having it be a big secret cause of peoples attitudes. I'm not a drug addict or some crazy maniac..it's just fun and it's easy and I dig it. I just wish I could tell someone without them flipping out. Jan 22 2:57 AM MST

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I hate whenever my speakers start making that noise that they do when I get a cell phone call or a text but I don't get anything. It builds you up to nothing. Dec 23 2:40 PM MST

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i hate that i will never have the quintessential high school experience package, complete with cute jock boyfriend and house parties, because i am at a stupid college prep school where 1) the boys are five feet tall, disgusting, and only capable of playing badminton and 2) everyone is too boring to throw interesting house parties... all of them suck here

i keep telling myself that i need to get out of the bubble, but i feel like i'm missing out on something really crucial.

i'm a pretty cute girl. what do i say when i get to college and have to explain to some guy who wants to hook up that i'm a virgin (and haven't even given a complete handjob) because the guys in my class are nasty egotistical nerds? everyone's probably going to think it's a cover and that i really have herpes. great. Nov 12 5:02 PM MST

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i hate that i'm starting to become like those girls who WANT a boyfriend when they're single.

i hate how i havent thought like that...EVER.

i hate how i feel so lonely right now.

i hate how this one guy is trying to hit on me, but i can't like him.

cause i dont trust boys anymore.

yet i still want a boyfriend. Sep 9 10:42 AM MST

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i hate being tired but not being able to sleep.
i hate being hungry but not wanting to eat.
i hate being thirsty but not wanting to drink.
i hate feeling so lonely and unloved yet not wanting to talk to anyone.
i hate feeling bored but not wanting to do anything.
i hate it when i feel i have nothing left. Sep 2 11:58 PM MST

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I hate the fact that I have no friends or support. I hate being lonely all the time.

I hate the fact that computer is my only communication with outsite world because I don't have a single friend to talk to.
I never talk on the phone, never go to movies. I am afraid of going to the store because I have extremely low self-esteem and think that I am lower than anyone else there.

Uh.. ::sigh:: I hate being an ugly pig.. I won't be surpised that if my shadow drops on a plant it will die. Mar 8 9:53 AM MST

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I hate that I push everyone away by: not calling them back, not asking anyone to do anything, not going anywhere, ignoring them, etc. I don't know why i do that Dec 12 7:59 AM MST

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I hate that it took me four years of high school to finally find someone smart and nice and cute that likes me and then I had to go graduate and I hate how nothing works out. I also really hate how even if I did have a relationship people would say "oh cute" or not take it seriously because he is stil a senior in high school. Why is it ok for guys to date younger girls but weird for girls to date younger guys?? I hate that so much. People always say "Well it's because girls mature faster than guys" but that's a really really stupid generalization because there are a whole fuckload of really idiotic guys here that are a lot less mature than he is. Godfuckingdamnit. Oct 2 9:32 AM MST

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I hate how I want to go out on Saturday night and have a good time, so I go to a bar because it's the only thing I know to do, and bring a friend, and when I get there, I don't know what to do, so I just sit and drink my beer and look at the fucking wall. Plus, no girls bother to even talk to me, why, do I look that angry? Am I not dressed nice enough, do I need a collared shirt and a slick haircut? What's the matter with my tennis shoes, my kacki pants, and a sweatshirt and a baseball hat? Aren't there any girls who like that? I hate that the RedSox lost today. Oct 1 3:34 PM MST