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I hate how seeing so much TV and spending so much time in front of the computer makes me think in English, even though I live in Spain. Every once in a while I dream in English as well, which makes me really upset because that gives me an idea of how much social life I have appart from the screen. Lately, every time I'm about to say something in Spanish (which isn't very often), I think of it in English and then translate it. You may find this funny, but I actually feel like I've lost my identity by alienating myself this much, because whenever something that I don't know how to say in English comes up, I really get the idea that I don't belong anywhere. Aug 18 6:01 AM MST

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i hate boredom. i get bored alot. i am in track and stuff, and i hang out with friends. but like study hall boredom sucks. just sitting there staring at the clock waiting for it to be time for something to finally happen, its torture. i just can't believe sometimes how much i hate it. i fear boredom, boredom and loneliness. they both suck and when they are combined, then you're in a world of hurt Apr 25 11:27 AM MST

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I hate always being alone on Valentine's Day and watching all these couples in love, holding hands, kissing, being in love.It just deepens my loneliness. Feb 13 5:40 AM MST

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I hate College. I hate being a Junior in College and still hating it. I hate not being able to make friends. I hate being alone. I hate feeling like I should hate myself. I hate having to finish at this stupid university and then having to go to grad school because otherwise I end up drinking wine out of a paper bag on some street corner. I hate having to be perfect because otherwise I'll be nothing. I hate knowing that money really is the only thing that matters in life. I hate knowing you can't rely on anybody. I hate knowing that no person is a friend, that family means nothing, and that religion is the opiate of the masses. Oct 10 3:18 PM MST

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I HATE having a job, money, car, and everything else but nobody to share it with... :/ Sep 20 10:38 AM MST