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I hate my therapist.
It's fucking odd to sit there and answer questions like: why don't you have a boyfriend?
I mean how does it change my life? How does it affect my mental health, and foremost: it has nothing to do with my stupid ED!
Give me medication, tell me how to be hungry, don't ask about my sexuality! Feb 17 9:34 PM MST

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I hate when im talking to someone I say something, then like 10 minutes later I think of something better to say, but its too late. It bothers me like crazy of what I could have said. Jul 23 12:41 PM MST

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i hate how i have to live in a tiny dorm room that i can't smoke in or within 50 feet thereof, with some random stranger, with whom i will get no privacy, that will probably end up being a non-smoker hippie/lesbian/nigger/bitch/thief/weirdo that will make me suffer for the next year or so and complain that i do smell like cigarettes and/or play horrible music/stay up to ridiculous hours/smell significantly bad or anything of the such... and i hate how i have no choice but to live in this tiny room and share a bathroom between 5 and 16 people and have no car to escape with/to and even if i did i am in the middle of nowhere as compared to here [home] and an hour and a half away from said home... i hate how it will take at least 4 hours to get home before someone decides to come get me, gets here, takes me, and we get back... and it will be sufficiently too much trouble to get back too. and all this travel will be too much trouble and i will just choose to stay away from said home to reduce frustration; which was the reason i would want to go home to begin with.
i hate how i could have gone to college with everyone else from my city but thought i would be the rebel and go further away. i hate how now i have to deal with the consequences of my rebel-ocity. i hate how that prissy little fakeblonde bitch got everything she wanted and used everyone i held dear and even those i didn't to get it.

i hate how this is way too long. Jul 20 11:26 PM MST