link herei HATE my ex-boyfriend.
i hate him so much. why? hmm well maybe because of something i like to call the CYCLE. this is the cycle: we hook up, there is an awkward period, we become friends, he does something so fucked up that
i hate him. repeat.
i hate him because he always lures me back and then i trust him again.
i hate trusting him because he always betrays my trust.
i hate sitting at the drugstore for two hours and seventeen minutes waiting for him to pick me up, and
i hate the fact that he kept calling saying that he was coming to get me when he was really sitting around with a few guys that
i hate.
i hate that i believed that he was coming.
i hate liking him, and
i hate hating him. i wish he'd just fall off the face of the earth but then i'd hate missing him. i wish he never existed.
i hate that i called him once when i had a little too much you to drink and told him all of my problems, because now he has more control of me than ever.
i hate him
i hate him
i hate him.
Aug 10 5:09 PM MST