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I hate how this stupid school loads absolutely EVERYTHING on junior year - SATs, SAT IIs and AP tests weren't enough, now we have to do multiple projects that take up an absurd amount of time. My life now consists of SAT prep, an obscene amount of work from my AP classes, these god-forsaken projects, and the incredible shitload of homework we get. Every night. I used to have a life but now I just have a GPA. I used to be interested in having fun but now I just want to try to get some sleep.

I hate this system. Once I get into college all this shit will be useless anyway. They look for applicants who are good at everything just so they can specialize in their major.

Fuck this shit, seriously. Apr 20 8:50 AM MST

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I hate being attractive. Sure, you think I'm insane. But I hate being labeled as a sex object instead of a girl who has something fantastic to say. I hate not having any REAL girlfriends due to jealousy and competition. I hate working in a store where all I do is get hit on by 40 year old men and embarassed in front of my co-workers. "You should wear baggy clothes," my co-workers say with a look of disgust on their faces. I hate walking home at night and having someone circle around the block a few times, stop and yell "Hey girl can I holla?". I hate being degraded as a sex object in the public eye; in front of my friends, my family, my co-workers. I hate not being taken seriously by men; they only pursue me to conquer me. I hate not being able to find a serious relationship and only cocky one night standers. I hate that men never really try to get to know me; why can't you compliment the fact that I have a 4.0 college GPA and not how huge my breasts are? I hate feeling disgusting and trashy after some guy at a party randomly grabs my ass and then high fives his friend. I hate that all men see is a pretty face and a nice piece of meat, as opposed to a good heart and a mind blowing intellectual journey. But what I hate the most is that I hate myself for letting all of this happen, and never standing up for myself. I hate that you see me as truly vulnerable; what I hate the most is that I act as if i truly am. Dec 22 5:12 PM MST

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I hate being sick!!! I hate randomly waking up in the middle of the night with coughing fits, I hate that i've been coughing so much that my throat is raw and my sides hurt, I hate how it fucks with my voice and makes me sound like i'm crying. I hate getting chills and shivering when it's 80 degrees in here. I hate that i'm wearing a sweatshirt and i'm wrapped up in a blanket and i'm STILL cold. I hate the random stomach aches and feeling like i'm going to puke. Even worse, I hate puking. I hate how pale I look. I hate the bags under my eyes from all the deprived sleep. I hate that I am sooooo tired but I can't sleep because i'll just wake up and cough again. I hate how the only thing I can keep down is water and even that sometimes doesn't last. I hate the nasty taste in my mouth. Most of all I hate that I got it from some girl I met about a week ago. Damn her and her tongue. Dec 2 11:48 AM MST