link hereI hate the way I feel about this break up because the timing of my real love for you has come too late for us.
I hate that I ruined our chance of happiness eternally and that I have to accept what you decide for yourself which is without me in your life.
I hate that I tried my hardest to prove my love to you only to look like a fool because it is done out of desperation.
I hate that I never treated you like the most important person in the world.
I hate how I can't talk to you like we used to because I'm trying my hardest to move on while still living here and having to watch your life carry on in front of me.
I hate that I have to get rid of all my stuff because most of it reminds me of you.
I hate that I remember every moment we shared together and where I didn't make the effort to love you and show you how much you mean to me.
I hate myself for being me that ruined everything.
I hate that I might find someone else and have to forget you.
I hate that have someone already in your thoughts and heart.
I hate him for being better than me.
I hate being in love alone.
Oct 13 2:06 AM UTC