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i hate how things always look so much better than they really are in pictures and film. For instance, has any highschool yearbook ever captured what school was really like for the majority of students---NO. It shows the few and far between happy, exciting events and smiling, people who are posing. Yearbooks never actually capture the aura of school life. Even when you look at family pictures, the picture looks more exciting than you actually remember the event being. And also the lighting in films--it makes life look so great and illuminated. People look different, better in some way. And yet when I look at the real world outside my window, it just seems so BLAH and the people all look the same. I hate that I like pictures and movies more than real life. In fact, I downright hate real life. It makes me want to cry Oct 11 6:23 AM MST