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I'm in college now, and this should be all over for me; I should be able to move on and enjoy my life, but my parents keep ruining it. Neither my mother or my father have ever been actual parents to me. My mother had past drug prescription problems, and my father was an alcoholic manipulative dick.

I fucking hate both of them. They divorced when I was around five but insisted on dragging me in the middle, and I've had to put up with so much shit that it's been fucking legendary. Over the years, all the things I could never do because they selfishly mismanaged money has really affected me. I could never go on outings with my friends, I rarely ever got the things I actually needed, and most of all beyond money, I never got any actual support from either.

My father remarried when I was around seven and let the bitch that was my stepmother yell and cuss and generally emotionally abuse me until she told me to get the fuck out of her. The irony? Out of all of her kids, I was the only ONE, her non-biological child, to give a fuck about her welfare after her MS set in.

Meanwhile, my own mother is too busy being with her friends, drinking, smoking marijuana, and gambling to give a fuck about me. We'd go without food and a car for fucking ages because she'd spend her money on unimportant shit. I know she went through a lot of problems with my dad in her marriage- he whored around rampantly and really, pretty much turned me against her, but really it didn't take much. I hate how both of my parents always try to twist and turn and manipulate how I feel; they always send me on fucking guilt trips but have never given me the love and support I've needed.

Now I'm nineteen. My senior year royally imploded because my father contracted an STD of some sort and insisted on buying a mail-order bride because no one in our city was willing to sleep with him any longer. He goes ballistic over this whore insisting I put her above my own mother, and on the flip side my mom and I start to actually get involved in each other's lives again. My childhood has really been one long convoluted story of being stretched and pulled...So, I'm somewhere between forgiving my mother, and my dad goes off the fucking deep end, sometime last month he attacked me, like attempted to strangle me, for me addressing how he treats me. I blacked his eye and ran for the door, but things haven't been much better with my mother either now.

I live in a dorm- thank god, but she constantly fucks up money, and then runs over to me to bail her out. What little fucking money I do have, I need! So, I give her money- sometimes my every last cent, and she swears it's going to her rent or getting our car fixed, but then I call her up...and where the fuck is she? Out gambling...

Then she'll call me all depressed the next few days later, and say how I don't do anything for her, how bad a daughter I am, and how irresponsible I am when I'm living on ramen noodles and fruit cups because I just gave you my last dollar which you gambled away. And this is rich, whenever she gets money... Guess where it goes? She'll give it my older sister, who has a job and is equally irresponsible rather than paying me back. She'll fucking give money away to people at the casino to play and insists I play too, and gets mad if I just want to you know pocket the money for a rainy day instead... My sister is a bitch I can't stand too. She's easily pushing 300 lbs and has two kids with this greasy fuck who's always on and off again employed. She's always criticising me and being such a diva and acting like I get special treatment when the money I struggle to keep, my mother literally hands to her so she go out eat like a fucking pig with her fat family.

I can't fucking stomach either of my parents.
My Dad is a physically and emotionally abusive ass-hole who while I struggled to get the money to go to college, getting scholarships and grants, sends thousands of dollars overseas to whores. My mother refuses to get a job and insists on sponging on what little I have, and she's just as emotionally abusive. I'm a nearly straight A student...I've been that way since fucking high-school, and I'm the only one in my entire god-damn family with a modicum of responsibility, and it makes me fucking sick how my parents are such huge absolute zeroes in my life. May 4 12:01 AM UTC

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I hate that I want to kill myself. I hate that I can't, because my father did years ago, and my entire family freaked out because I was kind of an angry little kid and they all thought I'd grow up to be suicidal. (They never considered that actually TELLING an 8-year-old "You have mental issues and will be just like your father" might have contributed to any anger issues I started out with). I hate that suicide would just give them a reason to say "I told you so." Yeah, they'd be sad that I was dead, but they'd be happy too, in a weird way. I hate that my only reason for staying alive is so they can't feel superior to me for predicting how I would turn out. Nov 22 9:22 AM UTC

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I hate how you do a mom joke about someone and that someone says their mom's dead. Oct 13 1:34 PM UTC

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I hate that when my brother eats goldfish all day long, that when I go to say hi or something, he has cheese breath! It's disgusting!!! Aug 11 5:24 PM UTC

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i hate my damn sister thats almost freaking 24 years old and still thinks shes 15 years old. that wears tiny mini skirts and tops barely covering her AA breasts then walks around doing nothing. she has no job, no friends and NO LIFE. she doesnt go to school or do anything useful and shes so jealous just bc im younger and prettier and that i actually HAVE titties to show even though i dont. i just wish i cud replace her with a brother instead. that would change my life immensely....i love brothers hate sisters......ughhhhh well actually it wud be nice if she were a normal cool big sis that i could hang with but she not. just a poofy stupid catty girl girl bitch!!



what do you think masterhater should i have aliens probe her brain? Jun 3 9:09 PM UTC

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I HATE my sister and I HATE my cousin. We used to be so close...UNTIL you two had sex with each other and I heard you two late at night. I never knew you'd of all people my dear cousin would do that to MY LITTLE SISTER. You were so much like a big brother to us...now I feel awkward, angry, and hurt whenever I am around both of you. I HATE you both because I loved you so much. I HATE keeping your secret buried inside me. I HATE pretending to laugh and smile around you two, it gets so exaughsting. I HATE the fact I do not know what to do. I wish to God someday I will get away from that house...so I no longer have to see you two. I plan on moving out soon...I hope you two would then be out of my life. Mar 1 11:55 AM UTC

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i hate it when people ask me "so when are you and your husband gonna have kids?" it annoys me to no end and it's none of your damn business! get a life already! were still too young and i'm still in college so no babies.quit asking.when i'm pregnant i will tell you myself. Feb 23 6:22 AM UTC

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I hate being hateful it's not something I want to hide, talk about, or admit to myself or anyone else. Just saying the word is disgusting to me and very depressing. I hate myself for being hateful in any manner.

I hate facebook and myspace. Most people's profile's are false and are used to get attention in the wrong way. Sometimes they add "friends" only to outbeat someone elses friend list. Most people that are not worth remembering or people whom want to catch up with you, find you on those stupid socialnetworks.

I hate stereotypes. In highschool everyone has to be put in a category or labeled in some sort of matter. Some of those groups almost boast the stereotypical image placed on them as if it is a GOOD thing when it is NOT. If you don't fit in any group you become an outcast and oddball just because you are ABERRANT. Being able to have various opinions and interests should be judged favorably not CONDEMED!

I hate college sometimes. Why do I have to pay so fucken much to become something that will benefit others in the future? Some colleges overseas are FREE. In America it isn't. When I registered for classes and filled out my forms, I had NO ONE to help me with it. (My mom afterall never went to college or anyone else in my family) I had to figure it out on my OWN. I wait for hours in line for advice on payment plans, recomended classes, etc. only for you people to tell me "You can find more information online on our school website or your student account" Other than my classes, is this where the thousands of dollars I had to borrow being used for? What kind of service do you even PROVIDE if any? I even went to your student Counseling and Psychological Services when I felt overwheled, stressed, depressed, and needed help. All you did was interview me and suggest what kind of counseling I may need. You have FAILED to call me back or set up an appointment with me since two weeks ago. I hate how hard it is to make any friends or form a study group becuase everyone has their own cliques and there is no "room" for you. No wonder there is a large amount of college students suffering from depression, commiting suicide, and shooting up their schools.

I HATE the ARMY. People get deformed, handicap, or die. I've always hated war and always will becuase it is the cause of mans inability for tolerance and greedy hearts. I hate guns with a passion too and the army has a shitload of them, including nuclear weapons and other things used to KILL PEOPLE. FACTS: Over 2,000 American soldiers have been killed in Iraq, and over 14,000 have been wounded. Nearly 100,000 civilians have been killed in Iraq as a result of the U.S. invasion. One in six soldiers returning from Iraq experiences mental health problems. 60 percent of all recruits receive no college funding from the military, and only 15 percent who do graduate with a four-year degree. According to the VA, 90 percent of recent women veterans reported experiencing sexual harassment; a third of those were raped.
I support our troops but I DONT SUPPORT the DAM GOVERNMENT or ARMY recruiters who brainwashed you. Unlce sam I WANT YOU to shut the hell up.

I hate OUR GOVERNMENT in general. We can spend millions of dollars sending soilders out to their deaths and to spread death, but we don't spend enough to help people. Don't you ever watch on tv the starving children and families in need of help? How about Africa's mass genocides? Only small organizations try to do what they can to help but they don't get much aid from OUR GOVERNEMT. People in our OWN COUNTRY need assistance too with medical care, housing, schools, etc. but our government is a sly con artist who likes to play the part but then leaves you with empty promises. Why do we illegaly invade other countries only to start a freakin war and not OFFER AID to countries that actually need some help? NOT ALL but many American's in general are selfish and could care less about the soilders who die for them, the retired veterans who now live on the street, or the people in desperate need overseas or right in their own neighborhoods! God bless America.

I hate my friends sometimes. I especially have begun to loath my best friend. Why do you people come to me for advice and want me to NOT tell you what you SHOULD HEAR? Do you expect me to always sugar coat it for you and give you a pat on the back saying "It's going to be okay" when I know for sure it's not if YOU DONT CHANGE. I am not perfect myself but I know how to work towards improving myself and not repeat the same mistakes over and over again. You people have put me through alot of stress becuase you begged for attention and solace from me. I loved you guys so much that I sacrificed and given you all I could to possibly help you. What have you done for me? You have left me empty and hurt because of your actions. You especially my dear best friend. I thought when in highschool the whole drinking, smoking, and guy getting in between us drama was over. I forgave you for abandoning me for that jerk of a boyfriend who bullied me and groped me on many occasions. I knew of your low self-esteem, emotional pain, and sexual abuse and wanted you to make mistakes so you can learn from them. You knew what you are doing wrong, and were changing for the better UNTIL you met Justin. When I needed you the most, you weren't there for me, so I turned to my two other good friends. Too bad they all rather focus on themselves and are too much in a bad shape just like you to help me anyways.

I do NOT hate my family but I do hate my 17 old sister and mother. I however LOVE my younger siblings unconditionally. Cat, I was always there for you when we were younger, don't you remember? Who was the one who got beaten up by your bullies and did major damage to them as well? Who told you bedtime stories and sold her toys to buy you candy? Who told you that no matter what she would ALWAYS LOVE YOU? Thats right Cat. ME. Have you forgotten? You must have because when you lied, steal, and betrayed me on so many levels it was like a knife to my heart. I forgave you when you went out with that asshole Mark and believed every word HE SAID. He talked shit about me and my friends when you weren't around and when I told you of this, you took his word over mines. I forgave you for stealing my 18th birthday money which was around $235 which you can spent on your friends, boyfriend, new shoes, clothes, etc. becuase you did afterall get me a very much needed new backpack for school at least and seemed so VERY SORRY. When you lied to mom about going to your friend's house and instead went to a concert or who knows where, guess who covered for you? I HATE YOU so much for being a hypocrite and the person who tore me up inside the most. You always talked about how stupid teenagers were for doing drugs, having sex, acting like posers, etc. when you my dear sister did ALL those things behind everyone's back. I found out the hard way by getting that information from our cousin and seeing all those dirty texts on your phone and people you talk to. I told mom, it broke her heart and your excuse was "I was just curious". Mom hated herself because of YOUR actions, she felt she was NOT A GOOD MOM when she has always sacrificed for us just to keep us together and off the streets. Mom wanted to die becuase of you, and yelled at me because she felt since we were so "close" I had always known of your secret life and should have done something about it. The fact is, you were never open to me, I was always open to you. If you had ever felt alone, angry, or sad I was always there for you when you needed me, but you instead turned to other people who could care less about you. I hate you Mom becuase you are so engulfed in grief and self pity that you could not see how your constant yelling, crying, and suicidal thinking is affecting little Ricky, Tyler, and Candy. They cry alot and witness your arguments with Cat and me. When they want to hug or comfort you, you turn away and wish to be alone. I hate you for pushing them away, they need you and want to cry with you. Don't let them get the idea that handling shit on your own is the best thing to do. I hate having to always be everyone's dam support beam, I have to suppress so much for the sake of you all. I don't have that power to keep everything intact for you when I am just as broken and vulunerable to life's hardships.

I hate the devil, becuase it is he who I blame for all this crap that is happening in my life. I was always content with what little I had and the family I come home to. My friends weren't perfect but always made me smile. Now my world is falling apart and I BLAME YOU MR.DEVIL. You're a bastard that tares down the good in people. I don't want to be be broken or succumb to my weaknesses. I still love my life even if it's shit now, becuase I have hope things have to get better even if takes a while. Someday I wont have this hate anymore. Feb 22 10:08 AM UTC

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I HATE my family is falling apart.
I HATE my mother for not caring about how we feel and for not giving me a hug when i need one.

I HATE my father for always calling us names, and pushing us arround, i hate him for being drunk all the time and spending a lott of money on alcohol.
I HATE him for not even knowing anything about me.
you stupid a**hole!! FUCKING DRUNK !!

I HATE my brother for not pitching in on the household shores and not defending me in front of my dad, I hate him for always wanting what is best for him, not thinking abouth my mother and how much she's hurt. I hate him for wanting the best of the best, nothing is good enough.

I HATE that i love them, life would be so mutch easyer, than i couldn't be hurt by them. Feb 16 8:00 PM UTC

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I hate that,I fell for my cousin. Before you get all grossed out,it has 2 be explained.

Okay, so my cousin **Bob**[[not his name]]always comes down from louisiana 4 x-mas. I wasn't raised around him,we saw eachother once a year,and it took him til he was 18 to start being really fucking hott,which I hate. So this past x-mas he comes down,and Holy shytee,he's SO Cuteee!

So we went to the beach with our family,and i had grown in height,boobage,and my feet grew like half a size,but anyway,my body looked GOOOD in my red bikini,and **Bob** happened to notice,and when nobody was looking,he squeezed my ass.((It's a cuban ass,so it's appealing in a sense))

The day they leave I txt him "goodbye,and ily"
He said "You LOVE me?"
I said "Yes,And I have for a while"
he said"Me too"

That was it,and now my wholeee family gives me this"You gross psychopathic stalker bitch!!!" kinda look and it bothers me.

I fucking hate BLOOD RELATIONS!!!!!!

Was it really that bad masterhater? Jan 23 9:56 PM UTC