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i hate alcohol. i hate the way it makes me feel the next morning and the way that when im drunk i become so much more conscience of the way that i look. i hate that people look down on me because im having a drink even though i hate myself for having a drink. im an alcoholic in the making i cant leave the house without thinking about a pint. i hate the way girls look at me when im drunk and i hate the feelings i get when i try and remember who i insulted,who i threw up on,who i beat the living shit out of the night before. i hate the end of the night because i hate the morning thats coming. my lifes a mess and falling fast and know all to well that i will end up in an early grave! Sep 3 10:25 AM MST

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I hate trying to "keep up with the Jones." I hate that no matter how well I do, someone has done better, and I hate myself for feeling so jealous all the time. I hate that I constantly feel like I have to show up people I don't even know anymore. I hate that I am jealous of everyone, and I hate it when someone gets more attention than I do. I hate myself for feeling like a failure because a grant for Cambridge was declined. I hate myself for always wanting more, but even that is never enough. I hate never being satisfied. I hate that even my successes feel like total pathetic failures. Mar 4 7:52 PM MST

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i hate busting my ass doing piles and piles of shitty college work, and still failing while kids who go out drinking wednesday through saturday show up hung over and ace the class. i hate living in a small-ass dorm where there's only 2 1/2 feet of walking space and your desk becomes a friggen disaster because there's no other goddamn place to put all of your shit. i hate communal bathrooms. i hate snobby girls who stare at you. i hate college. and the friggen ditzy idiots who actually got in here that couldn't tell a good book from their own ass. i hate america. Feb 21 2:16 AM MST

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i hate the fact that no matter how hard i try, i will never be as good as my sister. i hate that i will never overcome my dyslexia. i hate that i'm not medschool material and my parents hate me for it. i hate that i'm such a failure to everyone around me who is supposed to support me. Sep 26 11:51 AM MST