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I hate those weird disturbing half-dreams you get when you're falling asleep. I mean, I lay down, close my eyes, start to drift off, and all of a sudden a FACE launches itself at me!!!! it's like, wtf???? and then i can't close my eyes cuz i'm scared it'll still be there. or when ur falling asleep and u can't stop but ur just starting to dream so all the extremely creepy stuff in ur dream gets superimposed on the room around u. i mean, do u really want ur last image before u go to bed be a huge snake slithering across ur bedspread??? and it feels so real... i can feel the weight of it on the covers. it freaks me out. and once i wasn't even drifting off to sleep and i heard someone laugh. and u would think, ok, someone next door laughed (i live in an apartment) but it was really soft and scary and it was RIGHT IN MY EAR. the only way i've gotten over that experience is by telling myself it was part of a dream i was starting to have, but i wasn't even drifting off. i was just lying there very awake but with my eyes closed. and i screamed and sat straight up when it happened. so I know the awakeness wasn't part of a dream too. Sep 1 12:26 AM MST

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i hate how when i try to take pictures of people they feel the need to smile or make weird-ass faces. then i'll be like 'no no no no no go back to how you were' and you'll try and get into the same position but it's not the same. now you're all flustered and now you can tell you know im taking the picture. you know im into photography. knock it off. all i want are some natural photos, real pictures of what you're really like. just be yourself, you're georgeous. Mar 19 7:56 AM MST