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i hate my life. i hate me and i hate every sorry goddamn person in it. grrrrr....
i hate that people judge me for the colour of my skin. i hate that people pretend to be your friend when they are all just assholes. i hate that my boyfriend fancies my best mate. i hte that everyone thinks i am a slut. i hate that i feel used, i hate that i feel like a damaged fruit, a disposal peel, a DIY girl. i hate that everyone expects me to be soo perfect when they themselves are not. i hate how people expect me to act. i hate that now my boyfriend and i have split, i feel empty. i hat that no one in school likes me. i hate my friends who deserted me, the family who disowned me, and myself for trying to find solace in the wring things like sex, drugs, alchohol, and self-harm. i hate these scars. i hate that im not strong enough to say no. i hate that i put out for the one boy i reely did like, and now he wont even look at me becasue he has no reason to.
i am a worthless whore, a slag, a bitch, a waste of space, pointless existance, a ugly, lonely, wasted, unloved, bloodstained, hopeless human being.

how do i deal with all this unsatisfied anger and inward turning hate??
how do i live with myslef know that i hate soo much??
how can i live with the embarassment of bearing my name??
how is this life??? May 19 5:17 PM UTC

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I hate hate HATE the sound I'm producing on my cello. The sound just doesn't flow. I just don't seem to be producing the sound that I want to. I hate having high expectations for myself! Jan 28 3:13 AM UTC

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I hate high school sports. I hate that i used steroids, but i hate that i got caught. I hate that i was expected to carry this team on my back, I that i took the easy way out. I hate a college team wont even look at me anymore. I hate how i cant play high school sports anymore. I hate that I have an envelope from USC framed on my wall for football recruiting, and now its worthless. I hate that ive ruined my life. I hate how all i did for 8 years was spend hours and hours in the gym and now its for nothing. I hate what ive become, I lost everything, I lost my future, my brain, and respect. Sep 30 5:39 PM UTC

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I hate how my parents had expectations that I'd be some entreprenuer. I'm sorry I'm not gonna go to school for 10 years then have a stressful job that I hate. Sep 27 6:44 PM UTC