link herei hate it when i look too closely at life and find that it boils down to...nothing. it's so meaningless. you live, and then you spend like 20 years of your life in a school to get ready for work, and then you spend for ever working. and why do people work? to earn money to fucking live. and why do they live? i have no idea. And it's horrible thinking about how small we are and whether a God exists(oh i hope so, and finding no answer. If there's no God, then where do we go when we die? And what are 'we'? Just a couple of brainwaves in a sack of blood and bones? Do we just disappear forever and ever with nothingness at the end?
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i hate the very idea of fat. whenever i see fat, i shudder and become faint, but it's not like i'm sooo skinny, on the contrary, i have like jiggly fat all over me, like jiggle jiggle. people say i'm skinny, but i'm not, because i have fat. and fat is bad.
Dec 17 6:19 AM UTC