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I hate how I'm tired all the time. I have HUGE circles under my eyes and I used to go to bed at 11 but now because I'm so tired I go to bed at 9, and I'm STILL exhausted. All the time. I think I'm anemic. I mean, all I ever eat is pasta and pizza, cuz pasta is the only stomachable thing my school serves and usually my parents are too tired to make dinner so they just order pizza. and for breakfast i have a muffin. so basically i'm anemic. frick.

I just don't have the energy to do anything anymore. I mean, I fell asleep on the FLOOR the other day! cuz I was just sitting there and then i lay down and i just fell asleep. for four hours. and then i slept really well that night, too. I'M ADDICTED TO SLEEP. I HATE IT. Apr 25 1:47 AM MST

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i hate college!!! i hate that fact that i didnt go to college right after high school bacause 1. i was an idiot an completely unsure about where the whole college thing fit in my life & how i was supposed to go about it
2. my parents never said SHIT to me about college (my dad was antiestablishment & my mom only half mumbled somthing about college once)
3. my public bullshit of a high school didnt say shit about SAT'S, ACTS, or anything (or so i thought) they just steered kids towards tech schools. Now I'm here for the second time during my 20's (just turned 28), i've got 2 kids, just moved back in with my mom & I'm doing this inane IDIOTIC college work after spending 8yrs in corporate AMERICA. I'm halfway through my 2nd yr coursework & typically i take pride in my work but i am overwhelmed at the point where i'm bout to say phuck it, hope for C's, get that piece of paper & "access" to "skilled" employment. Wish there was a better way. Mar 5 7:56 AM MST