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I HATE the NCAA!!! I am 18 years old, I love springboard and platform diving and I'm not that bad at it. Unfortunately I have 4 learning disabilities and I'm in special ed. The NCAA won't let me into the clearing house because I did not take the right classes in high school and my test scores are to low. WHAT THE FUCK!!!! You should not have to be smart to play a college sport. I have tried to get in so many times and I have have college coaches try to get me in. I HATE it when college coaches ask me for my information and I have to tell them sorry I can't dive at your school because the NCAA won't let me in because I'm in special ed and have learning disabilities. Sure I can get into the clearing house in a few years down the road but Fuck I HATE school!!!!! I want to do the normal 4 years not 6 or 8. Its not fair I have been working so hard at diving and now its just going to end. All of the other divers on my team get to go to college on scholarships and just because I learn differently and am a bit behind in school I can't dive. Jan 30 1:34 PM UTC

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I hate how long it took me to type this. Dec 6 6:25 PM UTC

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i hate the fact that no matter how hard i try, i will never be as good as my sister. i hate that i will never overcome my dyslexia. i hate that i'm not medschool material and my parents hate me for it. i hate that i'm such a failure to everyone around me who is supposed to support me. Sep 26 6:51 PM UTC