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I hate that i am so uncomfortable around men. especially the tall ones. it's like, whenever i see one behind me i start to think "oh God, is gunna kidnap me/rape me?" i hate every time i see a guy or are standing next ot one i get all stiff and scared and find the best possible excuse 2 get away from him. i've never been abused by a man before, it's just that you start thinking about all the horrible things men can do and have done 2 women and it starts 2 get 2 ya. i know that one day, i probobly will get married to a guy and perhaps we will have a "physicall" realationship. ya know what i mean?" but rite now, i'm afraid of guys! especially the older like, 20 sumthin year olds! it's like i see one and i think "OH MY GOD!!!RUN AWAY!!!" when i really shouldnt. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM???? Aug 8 5:12 AM MST

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I hate small talk with strangers or new business associates. Small talk is bullshit. My view is that I have plenty of friends, some of whom got to know me quick and some who took longer but the common denominator is that they like me, so I cut the crap and get to the point early when meeting people. This is not say how great I am, I can be a total arsehole sometimes but I don't bullshit people's intelligence by talking about the weather. Seriously I hate people who talk about the weather, especially in the UK....I mean it rains a lot so why would you talk about it raining, we've all lived here for ever so how on earth is it talk-worthy with anyone let alone someone you just met. And when the sun comes out these fuckers won't shut up....it's hot, seriously get over it, enjoy it, whatever just don't talk to me about it. How about telling a stranger you just beat off, like you would to a friend...if they're cool or on your wave length then they'd find you funny or remember you at least. But bullshit social convention says you can't tell someone you just met that you just beat off or laid a stinky dump, because they'd be shocked, however if you spent a weekend with that same person, by the end of it they'd laugh their arse off at the same comment. Life's too short for small talk, I hate it, don't do it. I just beat off by the way. Now you're all my friends. Aug 5 7:21 AM MST

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I hate that drugs killed my boyfriend's emotions and left him dead inside. I hate that drugs ruined our relationship and I hate that we broke up. I hate that he was a shitty person who would rather do drugs than be with me. I hate that I could not help him stop doing drugs. I hate that we could not have sex because of his drug addiction. I hate that drugs made him forget things like my birthday and our anniversary. I hate that after we broke up he did not even care or miss me. I hate that I miss him. I hate the way all of this garbage made me feel. I hate that I stayed with him for over a year. I hate that I still think about him every day. Apr 1 1:58 PM MST

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I hate pointless phone calls.
As if I wanna sit there and listen to you talk about how bored you are or what a delicious breakfast you had this morning. I hate the sound of the telephone ringing. I hate hanging up on someone and they call back.

I hate where I live. I hate how theres nothing to do except get stoned or drunk or go to the mall which consists of about five stores.

I hate screamo music. I can't exactly put my finger on why I do, but I hate it. Why would someone want to listen to music you can't even make out the words too. It makes my ears bleed.

I hate grocery shopping. It takes so long, and you'll need apples and their on one side, and a loaf of bread and it's sneakily hidden in some random aisle. I hate shopping baskets too. They clang all the time and their hard to turn and usualy they have one squeaky wheel that spins around and around all the time.

I hate my school. I hate all the teachers in it. And majority of the students arnt that much better.

I dislike people againset drugs and alcohol. Expecially if they've never tried it. You've gotta be curious, just go try it and then say what you think.

I hate when people listen to their Ipod when you're with them. It's impossible to have an actual conversation with them without them blurting out a random line from the song in the middle of your speaking.

I hate how milk goes chunky. Juice doesn't go chunky if you leave it out for a while, infact all the sugar goes to the bottom and it tastes even better sometimes. But no, milk goes all sour, and looks like vomit and smells like shit. It sadens me.

I hate Hawaiin Pizza. Why is there such thing as a pizza with pineapples on it? Since when are pineapples, meat, tomato sauce and bread a good combination?

I hate eating with big spoons. Either it wont fit in your mouth right or there too much cereal or whatever on the large spoon and you can't chew properly.

I hate people that say things they know will make someone else laugh while their eating. Then that person burst out laughing and sprays their half eaten food all over the place and laughs with their mouth hanging wide open or they end up choking on their food and cough for the next 20 minuets. Jan 27 6:01 AM MST

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I hate that I decided to get breast implants. I hate that I didn't realize I was fine the way I was... actually I looked really good the way I was. I hate that it took me making this life changing decision in order to realize that I hate the way I feel and look now and I hate even more that I think about how much I regret the decision every day. I hate that this decision has made me depressed and want to sleep all day. I hate that I started smoking pot daily as a way to not think about my surgery. I hate how much time I have spent thinking about this... and I hate that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it. Dec 28 3:03 AM MST

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i hate how casually first world people smoke weed and snort coke and don't think about where it came from. I hate that impoverished people in the inner city don't have options to make a better life for themselves so they sell drugs. i hate how my country colombia is undergoing a bloody civil war that first world people don't give two shits about. HELLO PEOPLE! Someone died so your stupid college/gentrified/middle class ass could get high. Someone is in jail because they sold you drugs that you use recreationally. I hate that people don't think of the concequences that affect millions of poor people in this world.

I wish you could grow your own drugs in your backyard so that no one other than your selfish ass would get hurt doing drugs. Dec 13 8:08 AM MST

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i hate the fact that alcohol is legal!!! i hate the fact that governments think that alcohol is fine, but smoking and taking drugs is bad! When its been proven over and over again, there are more alcohol related deaths than deaths of all types of drugs combined, and also more than smoking!!!!!they should all be illegal or legal!!! Oct 16 2:09 AM MST

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I hate that drugs and alcohol are always picked over me. And how my friends claim that it doesnt change them. If it didnt change you, does that mean you'd always pick a substance over me? I wish i was more. So you just kick back with your joint in one hand, and bong in the other, and i'll kick back with myself, and wonder where the fuck i went wrong. Aug 19 11:19 AM MST

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I hate that i used to be a druggie because now that i'm clean, everyone still looks down to me as if i'm tripping on coke still Aug 13 2:46 PM MST

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open letter to a certain someone:
oh. hey there. how are things?? fuck, i really don't care. you're going to listen to me, for once. first of all, i'm sorry. i'm so sorry. i have never felt so remorseful for anything in my life. and if you don't accept that, then fuck you. i mean my apology from the bottom of my heart, and if you can't even give me the courtesy of letting me know that you forgive me, or even that you just can't, then i'm done. i'm done making myself feel sick over this. i'm done taking all the blame. i should have been more in control of my actions, but you knew that i was not okay. you shouldn't have let me do what i did. not if we were really friends. and everyone else who really loved me was trying so hard to get me to see this... i hate how i thought that you were the only one who cared about me enough to let me live my own life. no, you didn't care about me at all, did you?? you were content to just be concerned about which girls you were fucking and trying to fuck, how much you could smoke or rail in a day, and how often i'd give you money. i hate how i try so hard not to read over your old texts and notes and emails, and yet i do every day. i hate how you acted like you were just happy that i was okay, until you found out that you were getting in trouble. then it was all blame and guilt. i hate how when you wouldn't answer the phone, but kept texting me about how i've ruined your life, i went down to the park with a handful of pills, yes those pills, and a razor blade. i hate how i couldn't manage to do it, even though i wish constantly i had. you know what... i will always fucking love you. i can't get over the good that you did for me. how some of our friendship was real and beautiful. but i despise, destest, I HATE the way that your memory makes me feel. i hate how people just don't understand how i can't fully hate you. i hate how they tried to blame this all on you. i hate how i even told them that it was my idea, and they wouldn't believe me, and then you wouldn't believe that. i hate how every single fucking thing reminds me of you, and i even seek out things to get you in my mind. i hate this feeling. i hate my life. i hate myself for what i did to you. i love you.
sincerely,
a horrible douchebag of a girl Aug 12 5:51 PM MST

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I hate how I go out of my way to help everyone else, but i never get anything in return. I hate how i talk about being against suicide, and helping anyone that feels down, but i still get called "Emo" I hate how my suicide has been planned for years and years, and how the people i help, still automatically assume i am a happy go lucky care free guy. I hate how every girl that im friends with has pretty much crushed on me at one time or another, and i was ALWAYS there for them, then some asshole of a guy came along, and they completely began ignoring me. Then when he hurts them again, she comes back to me, and even if im hurt, im always there, because i know its the right thing to do. I hate trying to see the positive side of "Nice guys finish last" anymore. I wanted to believe that wasnt true, but i guess it is. I hate how i cant get out of my past.

I want to move on with life, but i wont even have a life. Its my choice to take it, but things just get worse. I hate how i know that really, the only way people are alive is because of memories. If it werent for them, no one would have any hope to stay around for the future.

I hate how humanity has become such a disgrace. I hate how people protest the war, hate the president, and buy clothing protesting the war instead of SUPPORTING them. I hate how they dont realize that hate is what spawned war in the first place. I hate how they take notice of the soliders dying in our war, but are the same people calling others "fags" and telling them to go "kill themselves" instead of loving others. They fail to see all the suicides and murders that triple any war death toll ever. And suicide and murder CAN be prevented, unlike a war where you're defending your country.

I hate knowing how many people will read this, and agree with the fact that they are depressed too. But hey, its life, right? No. Thats just peoples sorry excuse for them not wanting to help you fix it because they have learned only to care for themselves and nothing more.

I hate being so confused by religion and not knowing what to believe. What if im living my life by boundaries when nothing is on the other side? But what if im living freely, and i have a hell awaiting for me?

I hate this. I hate not being able to change the world with a snap of my fingers. I hate how my friends choose drugs over me. How ANYONE does that. I hate seeing these talk shows of people arguing over whos the dad, and the dad not wanting to take responsibility for the child.

I hate how many abortions there are becuase the parents dont want to take care because they were to irresponsible to wait until they were READY to have a kid. I hate seeing all these people giving up, and knowing how many people will.

I hate how the media is so into the earth ending by global warming.

Dear Media,
You should focus your attention more on humanity. Our society will kill itself off before any global warming or asteroid EVER will.

Change yourself, for the better.
Youre not a "fag" or a "pussy" for using the heart you were given. Aug 6 6:28 PM MST

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I hate the people who get up on their soapbox and try to defend the use of weed. Its illegal, get over it. It has been deemed a narcotic by the FDA, and nothing you tree-hugging hippies do is going to change that. It is dangerous, just like anything you use to alter you state of mind, it does just that. If you are high, you are not "your normal self," unless you are some idiot reading this saying: "but I'm high all the time, huh huh." You people are just ignorant to the fact that laws are made to secure the life, liberty, and persuit of happiness of our citizens. And to you idiots who say, "but smoking weed makes me happy," making fun of your stupid, stoner asses makes me happy. You are just a bunch of people trying to rise up against "The Man" because you feel like you were beaten down by the government. Its more like your dad touched you and your mom emotionally abused you, so now you are trying to piss them off, and balance your emotional issues with your childhood. I really don't care if you smoke it, just don't protest about its harmlessness, and say it should be legalized to justify your own insecurities Jul 31 10:27 AM MST