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i hate that my boyfriend said we needed to spend 'time apart'. i hate how he didn't contact me for a month. i hate how he recently proposed that we meet up, instilling a sense of hope in me, that we might get back together. i hate how i emulate everything about him, for no real conceivable reason. i hate how he didn't make a move when we met up. i hate how i was too scared of rejection to make a move myself. i hate how he -appears- to go days and days without thinking about me, yet i think about him -every second- of the day. i hate how i can't study because of him. i hate how he appears to have forgotten the little things.. like what colour my hair was when we first met or what music we first had sex to.. Apr 18 1:19 AM MST