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I hate myself. I hate not being able to obtain natural happiness so I smoke weed. Boy is that shit fun. I hate that i'm considering upgrading to stronger shit. I hate not being stoned. I love the happy free giggly tranquil euphoria state. I hate not being able to feel like that all the time. I hate that I ditch school all the time because of the guilt and it would piss off my parents. I love them so much. I'm a horrible person. I hate everything. I hate that I wanna set everything on fire and then light my weed with it. I hate that I wanna fuck my best friend and I hate that he's dating one of my friends. I hate wishing they would break up because she's even more fucked up than I am. But I so badly wanna screw her boyfriend. I hate that. I hate that they're probably gonna break up soon cuz the second it happens i'm gonna jump that boy and fuck him hardcore. I hate that i'm a bad friend. I hate my dirty mind. Jan 18 7:09 AM MST