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I hate that I started losing weight healthy and naturally (dieting, excercising etc) and I lost weight and I never did get thin but I did lose alot and I got toned up but then I got depressed and stopped and all the weight piled right back on. I hate how hard it is to lose weight and how quickly and easily it just comes back. I hate that i've given up all together and got lazy and hopeless and gained even more. I hate the way I look and I hate that i'm gonna have to start all over again and it's gonna be incredibly difficult and most likely not even worth it. I hate that people treat me like shit because of it. I'm not saying it's not my fault but I hate that I have no energy or willingness to do anything about it. I hate that the bottle of pills in the corner look so tempting right now..... Dec 22 10:51 AM MST