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I hate the credit system in America, and I hate how by the time you've learned why it's so bad, it's usually too late to shovel yourself out of it. I hate how the government allows credit companies to get away with whatever they want while people who don't yet know any better get crushed under an avalanche of debt that they can never recover from. I hate how the credit industry, realizing that more and more people had discovered the bankruptcy reset that might give them a chance to fix it and start fresh without the crushing, smothering debt, paid off the government until they made bankruptcy not work that way anymore, so there's never a way out, all you can do is put it off and hope you can save up enough one day that you can make it stop, while somehow putting the kids through school. Isn't that nice of them? Oct 18 8:01 AM MST

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I hate money, college, and "the man". I hate that I had the HOPE scholarsip in Georgia for tuition this spring semester, then they decided I had exceeded my hours and asked for me to repay the money three weeks before the semester ended! I hate that they don't even give a fuck about my problem and think I can just magically pull thousands of dollars out of my ass to pay them although meanwhile our football team is can't even keep a 2.5 and they get a free ride because they are popular. I hate my job. I hate that I have to work my crap job to pay some of my college expenses, but it's never enough to get ahead. I hate knowing that I can never get ahead in life. I hate that I can't let myself drop out now because my family expects so much from me. I hate that it's going to end up taking my six years to get a four year degree because the "system" is so screwed up. I hate that all of these things that are beyond my control are keeping me down and that I get the blame for it. I hate that I'm always wrong. I hate that I worry about everything. I hate that I'm depressed, but I'm too broke to get serious help (pills) but the reason I'm depressed in the first place is because I'm broke. I hate that none of my friends or family can even sense that I'm depressed, so there's no one I can talk to. They wouldn't believe me anyway....they always tell me that I don't have anything to complain about...they are the ones with full time jobs....they work 40 hours a week....well, I'm a college student, and that's like having two jobs! After countless hours of class everyday of the week, I have to go to my crap ass part-time job, put up with the public, then come home and stay up until the wee hours of the morning doing homework, just to get about one hour of sleep before starting it all over again....and I have absolutely nothing to show for it except endless dept....It's a dark, downward, spiraling hole, and I'm falling fast.. Jun 6 7:13 AM MST