link hereI hate myself.
I hate not being able to obtain natural happiness so I smoke weed. Boy is that shit fun.
I hate that i'm considering upgrading to stronger shit.
I hate not being stoned. I love the happy free giggly tranquil euphoria state.
I hate not being able to feel like that all the time.
I hate that I ditch school all the time because of the guilt and it would piss off my parents. I love them so much. I'm a horrible person.
I hate everything.
I hate that I wanna set everything on fire and then light my weed with it.
I hate that I wanna fuck my best friend and
I hate that he's dating one of my friends.
I hate wishing they would break up because she's even more fucked up than I am. But I so badly wanna screw her boyfriend.
I hate that.
I hate that they're probably gonna break up soon cuz the second it happens i'm gonna jump that boy and fuck him hardcore.
I hate that i'm a bad friend.
I hate my dirty mind.
Jan 18 7:09 AM MST