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I hate this school. I hate that I have to lock my bedroom door within my aparment even while just taking a nap because someone might come in and steal my stuff. I hate having to commute to classes when I live in the dorms, because the dorms aren't even on campus. I hate feeling unsafe where I live and like I could be caught in stray gunfire at any moment. I hate not being able to go out in the evening for similar reasons. I hate how cold everyone is here and how making friendly eye contact will get you a weird look, and how I have made zero friends in two years. I hate how nothing works here, no one cares, nothing is challenging, and how I could have done so, so much better if I had only known what I truly wanted. Oct 19 5:23 PM MST