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I hate that i cant seem to stop drinking,that I keep getting arrested.I hate waking up in the drunking arrest and waiting for houers for them to let me out,and not remember anything of the night before.
I hate that everytime that happens I promise myself never to get arrested again and still just keep doing it.I hate that the only thing I think is really fun and make me relax is drinking.That everytime Im supposed top do something fun I cant do it whitout drinking.
I hate having a record at the police and treated like a criminal,when normally Im just leaving a normal life.I hate that I might have to go to jail because of to many stupied littel things.
I hate that i NEVER seem to learn..
I hate that I think I have to stop drinking all together.Cause I like it. Feb 19 10:59 PM MST

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I hate tht sometimes when I get drunk or just buzzed I write emails that I normally wouldn't write. Not that they are really bad or anything, just kinda weird because I usually wouldn't have written them. Then, after I wake up the next morning having completely forgot about it, I get a response from the person I sent the email to but am too scared to open it for a while just because I feel so having written it in the first place. Oct 16 4:25 AM MST

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Supposedly, I'm a funny person, so lots of times I say something really witty and funny and everyone laughs at it and gives me credit for being so hilarious. I like that - I like making people laugh, but I HATE when randomly I'll be hanging out with someone and they'll use that same line or joke or whatever and everyone will laugh at them and give THEM credit for being so funny!

They don't even tell people that it was ME who originally came up with that! I know it sounds petty, but I frigging hate it because it's happened to me all my life. I HATE when people copy me. And then I don't want to say anything to them because if I'm like "Hey! I told you that before!" I'll seem really dumb.

Ugh. It irks me sooooo much. Feb 8 1:03 AM MST