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I love that my boyfriend is naturally bigger and stronger than me (he works out, plays sport, is in great shape etc.) but I hate that he can't help hurting me when we're having sex or sometimes just making out (we're very tactile/physical with eachother which I love). I hate that even when he's really trying to be gentle with me and really trying not to hurt me that I always end up covered in bruises or asking him to stop.

I hate how much we love fucking, that we can hardly keep our hands off of eachother, I hate how we love cuddles too but that it's painful for me. I hate how our favourite position is missionary, him on top but that it hurts to have him on top of me.

I hate how we discussed this issue a couple of times and never brought it up again because he said he felt bad that he always ends up hurting me. I don't want to bring it up again because I don't want to make him feel bad.

I hate how I wanted to have sex with a former fuck buddy of mine (I didn't) because I wanted to have sex that didn't hurt for a change.

I love rough, painful sex, just not all the time. I hate how I don't love it all the time, it'd be so much easier for us both if I did. I hate how I'm small, petite, quite delecate and bruise easily.

I hate how we've tried all kinds of things but that nothing seems to help. Id b very grateful for any advice would be appreciated. Feb 23 10:28 AM UTC

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I hate mystery bruises! They just appear randomly out of nowhere and you have no idea how the hell they got there or why! Especially the abnormally HUGE ones. You'd think you'd remember something the size of a light bulb hitting you in the thigh.

And on the subject of bruises, I hate the ones that hurt like a bitch but don't even appear visibly. You don't know exactly where they are, so you can't remember in a fleeting moment not to touch that area and then it just hurts suddenly when you accidentally touch it.

Fucking bruises. And they aren't even bad ass, they're just ugly. No one pities you for a bruise but when you have a monster gash it's sudden appraisal and awe. Aug 4 4:13 AM UTC

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I hate when I find bruises on myself and don't even know how the fuck it got there. Aug 4 10:40 AM UTC