link herei hate that my boyfriend doesnt deserve me. he stands me up, makes fun of me, and lies to me, but then manipulates my words around to make me sound like the bad person.
i hate that if i ever say anything negative about me, he gets all pissed, but the only thing he ever tells me is what a shitty girlfriend i am.
i hate how jealous he is. i would NEVER cheat on him. yet, he still talks to his ex-girlfriend.
I HATE THAT SHE MIGHT BE PREGNANT WITH HIS KID.
i hate how if that happens, i could basically be a fucking step mom.
i am 16 years old.
i hate that he can do all kinds of bad shit to me, and i will swear to my best friends that i won't let him do it again, that the next time he tries something i will "tell it like it is". and then he just comes up to me saying "hey babe! i missed you!" and i forget all about what i was feeling before.
i hate how all the girls at the school want him to cheat on me with them.
i hate how he has had sex with 6 girls and i have never had sex.
i hate how i always say that i am going to wait until marriage, but i can already tell that he is going to be able to pressure me into doing it. he is a terrible influence on me....but i love it.
i hate how good looking he is.
i hate how we were supposed to hang out at 8 tonight, and he calls me at 10:30
right before i wrote this.
i say, "gee thanks for calling me two and a half hours late."
and he goes into some big story about how it was his sister's fault and he had to buy shoes and blah blah..
i hate how i am probably goign to let him pick me up to go makeout somewhere at 12 anyways.
i hate how he just told me he cheated on me..but was just kidding.
he does that all the time.
says something shocking to see how i would react.
i hate how i am stupid and still believe him everytime.
i hate how he says i love you and i say it back.
i hate how he put his hand up my shirt when we were drunk.
he doesnt remember......but i do.
i hate how we'll probably go farther tonight.
i hate how he thinks he's always right.
most of all,
i hate how no matter what he does or says to me, i will still run back to him smiling.
p.s.
i hate how he grabs my ass at school, thats embarassing.
Apr 27 3:56 PM MST