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I hate being 31 and not being established in my life. I hate all the inspirational books that I've read that tell you to act happy even when you're not---it just makes me more anxious and depressed. I hate having bi-polar disorder. I hate overly optimistic, eager and enthusiastic twenty-somethings. I hate all my student loan and credit card debt. I hate being an entrepreneurial person, but not having a viable busines idea. I hate that I rarely meet people that I like talking to. I hate feeling uninspired. I hate that at 31 I feel like I've used up all my good ideas. I hate not feeling passionate enough about anything to really go for it. I hate always being in my head. I hate not having anyone to express my feelings to. I hate not progressing. Aug 9 11:12 AM MST