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I love how all the haters here are so mad when they write, they make a billion mistakes. But I guess this coment won't be posted unless I add a hate. So I'll just say I hate my dumbfuck mother, because I severely do. Oct 26 2:47 PM MST

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I hate that berserker rage is not considered a socially valid form of self expression. (But only for me, of course). Sep 15 12:45 AM MST

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I hate that I can never really hate someone. I can fume for a while, but eventually goes away and it usually never really bothers me. Some people are worth getting angry, and sometimes I feel like I'm afraid of actually lashing out at someone. But I realize that anger is a terrible feeling. I can have built-up anger for days, and if I don't release if somehow, I end up making myself sick. The worst part is that I can't just hit something...or something. How satisfying would it be to just nail that one really frustrating person?!?! I hate that when I get really angry, I cry. I can't just yell or scream or hit/throw something. I have to cry, because it hurts. It hurts to hate because its unnatural. What's the point of exerting so much energy and time into the forced disliking of something or someone when you can move on and be stronger than your hate. Don't let the thing you hate control you, that will just piss you off even more. Still, I do hate that hate is such a strong and painful emotion for me. If I were an emotionally weaker person, I can safely say that I would have been put in Juvi by now, because there are a lot of people I would have beat the shit out of by now...... May 21 3:29 PM MST

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I hate my parents. I used to at least have one favorite, you know, the one you can turn to when you can't stand the other, but at this point, I'm sick of both of them. My dad's just a lazy ass, one of those old-fashioned bastards who thinks all should have to do is "bring home the bacon while the wife does virtually everything else. He's made my mother miserable, and although I shouldn't think this way, I sometimes feel as I it was may fault she ended up with him. I am the oldest- the first child, the "love child". If I was never born, she would have never stayed with him. At first I thought he was okay, but that was when I younger, and he was basically gone all the time. It wasn't until I had gotten older that I had put together all of the pieces of my early childhood that I realized that she couldn't stand him then either. Seeing other men, and even overdosing on pills in an attempt to kill herself - I remember being at the hospital while she was getting her stomach pumped, but I didn't understand what was going on at the time. I really didn't realize how horrible he was until he actually came to live with us and actually be part of the family. I hated it. I always (and still do) felt worthless when he was around, and I felt that he was ever really proud of me. I tried for a while to do what he wanted, because I didn't want him to hate me, but at the same time I made myself even unhappier because it was never anything I wanted. Eventually I began breaking away, and he retaliated. He lashed out at everyone in the household, and he acted like he owned everything, when in reality he owned nothing - he is just a broke fucker who has nowhere else to go. He is always so selfish, which makes him a terrible father. Not to mention that he has a terrible temper that he can barely control. Combine that with a really immature attitude, and you have the ultimate recipie for a "failure at life". He's really smart - when I look at his mannerisms sometimes, I can see that his determination and work ethic would have taken him to great places, but he ruined it by acting stupid and not knowing when to control his temper. I used to never really be afraid of him, but ever since he has physically and emotionally harmed me, my mother, and my brother, I can never see him the same ever again. I can honestly say that I have no compassion for him whatsoever.....I truly do hate him for what he has done to our family....
....At the beginning I said I hated both of them, so I'll explain the other side..... can't forget mom!! My mom, as far as I'm concerned, is the only parent I have. The other asshole can kiss my ass. Yet for the past few months, she has turned into my bitter enemy. All she does now is bitch at me, call me names, and makes me feel like shit. Considering that I had been throught that with asswipe #1, I wasn't about to go through that again, so I became bitter myself, hating her in return. Then out of nowhere she becomes all buddy buddy and nosy as hell. I'm not up for this bipolar shit - either you hate me or you don't. Just because something pissed her off that day (like my dad), she thinks it's mature to bitch at me as if its my fault. If she didn't want to put up with this, then she shouldn't have gotten herself knocked up. Part of me feels bad for thinking this way, but she has become so cold. She complains that we don't care about her, but of course she says this to me - she never bitches at my brother, the "baby". Why should I care? She doesn't give a shit anymore about me! She'll break her fucking back just to get to one of my brother's concerts while she forgets to come to everything I've done this year, even with a goddamn calendar! And she has the nerve to call me ungrateful!!! For the past couple of years, I have rarely asked her for anything- my dad even told me that I need to start speaking up and asking for things I want. But no, I wanted to be considerate of her. But when my senior year comes up and I want to go to prom or these other events that I've never attended because I didn't want to be a burden to you, and suddenly I'm the lousy brat that doesn't care. Well, you're partially right. I don't care - anymore, that is. I'm sick of trying to please you and that lousy motherfucker you call a husband. I'm tired of hating myself when I'm at home, and then going to school and suddenly appreciating the woman I've become. You both were surprised when I won that award last year. Well, guess what - good things do happen when you actually encourage a child rather than restrict,control,and abuse a child. I used to look up to you both, now I just regard you with contempt because I know I can do better. I wasted too much energy and tears trying to get you to care, to actually be proud of me, to actually love me, to not feel like I was just some awful byproduct of a mis-matched pair. For once, I feel okay being selfish, because if I continue caring what you think of me, I'll just turn into one of you, and if that happened, I could never, ever forgive myself. May 21 3:05 PM MST

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I hate that I grew up with a disability and instead of trying to figure out what was wrong they just tried to beat the "bad" out of me.
I hate that no one even thought to mention that there was something REALLY wrong with me and not just in that snarky "what's wrong with you?" way that they always attacked me with.

I hate that I am now the one who has to be the "adult" and learn to get over my anger about how I was treated because no one in my family thinks they did anything wrong. I hate that I will never be over it even though I live my life like nothing is wrong.

I hate that I will never be able to tell any of them that I really do have something wrong with me and what complete pricks they all were for attacking someone with a disability. I will pretend to be the person they all want me to be so I can continue to be welcome in the only family I have ever known. May 12 5:49 PM MST

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mY PARENTS ARE the WORST!!! THEY are a bunch of idiots who're lazy and ugly who goes around like they know everything about the world.
they think the most important thing in life is education and without education,you might as well die!! lol what idiots,eh?
just because theyre so smart and got stupid scholareships,,they show off and say" oh when i was little, my mother never yelled at me and i got top grades..."blah blah. while in my head i go"oh when i was little i used to poison your water while getting top grades.."if you ask me thats a better acomplishment.
just beacuse i'm not a geek in their area like math and science, they say i'm never going to get anywhere. i'm a good actress and a good singer.that'll make more than they do now. i know my history while they don't even know who marilyn monroe is.tut tut,very sad. they say with this stupid certainty that i'm going to be a beggar when i grow up.HA!! ya,ok!!!dream on,you fools!!
they also say i never do anything at home like chorsce and i'm alot of trouble to take care of. well i am not exaggerating,these are the things i do:make food for my self(i am under the age of 20),walk everywhere by myself,and look after myself to tell my self whats right and wrong.litterally,the only thing they do for me is,let me live in the fucking house, pay for electrcity,pay for water and internet.thats it.and buy requirements for school.the only issue thats still holds me in this hell is money.if i had money.i'm be gone in a fraction of a second.
i do not love my parents.deep deep deep deep deep deep dow i do not love my paretns.these are not words of anger.they're words of pure disgust,anger,frustration and shame for having their blood in my body. i just hate them, i don't care if theyre my parents and i woulndt be alive if not for them blah blah blah.but maybe that wouldve been better so i couldve been born with different paretns. even if theyre your parents,there comes to a point where it's gone too far and i just don't care anymore.fuck them,both of them. Jan 11 9:16 AM MST

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I hate the fact that my mom and dad refuse to get a divorce,although my Mom,me,and my little sister are moving out.By moving out,I mean living at my grandmas until my Mom gets enough money for a crappy house.It's not even a house,its a trailer.
I don't want to have to put up with the smell of old person and then have to smell the smell of trailer!I don't want to be the common trailer trash.I hate the fact that i'm probbably not going to camp this year.I hate that I can NEVER get any privavy in this family.My mom and sister even come in the bathroom when i'm in the shower!I hate that I can never express my emoitions when I really need to without being called either a brat or crazy.I hate when my emoitons get bottled up and come out at the wrong times.I hate that no one ever believes what I say,but they believe EVERYTHING my little sister says,so I get blamed for everytime she messes up.I hate that my older sister wants me on pills.I hate that my only friends hate me,or I hate them.
I hate that no one seems to care about me anymore.
I hate that i'm too sensitive.I hate the fact that I care more about animals than people.I hate that I know more about computers and my tv shows than I do my family.I hate that i'm so angry and depressed all the time.I hate that I don't like how I look,and neither does anyone else( my mom even called me a cow.Twice.)I hate that I trust no one.I hate that I always expect the worse.I hate that i'm too cynical about the world.I hate that I don't fit in at all.I hate that when I'm feeling smart,something comes along and I feel like a moron.
I hate my life.... May 31 5:34 PM MST