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i hate microsoft word.
i hate that stupid paperclip bitch who always tells me 'helpful tips' that are completely irrelevant to what i'm doing.
i hate having to reformat the textboxes everytime i make a new one.
ms word sucks.
fuck you, paperclip. Apr 28 1:12 AM MST

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I hate those weird disturbing half-dreams you get when you're falling asleep. I mean, I lay down, close my eyes, start to drift off, and all of a sudden a FACE launches itself at me!!!! it's like, wtf???? and then i can't close my eyes cuz i'm scared it'll still be there. or when ur falling asleep and u can't stop but ur just starting to dream so all the extremely creepy stuff in ur dream gets superimposed on the room around u. i mean, do u really want ur last image before u go to bed be a huge snake slithering across ur bedspread??? and it feels so real... i can feel the weight of it on the covers. it freaks me out. and once i wasn't even drifting off to sleep and i heard someone laugh. and u would think, ok, someone next door laughed (i live in an apartment) but it was really soft and scary and it was RIGHT IN MY EAR. the only way i've gotten over that experience is by telling myself it was part of a dream i was starting to have, but i wasn't even drifting off. i was just lying there very awake but with my eyes closed. and i screamed and sat straight up when it happened. so I know the awakeness wasn't part of a dream too. Sep 1 12:26 AM MST

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I hate feeling alone in a crowded room. I hate feeling like I dont belong. I hate my fake smiles and insincere laughs. I hate feeling bitter and guilty. I hate wanting to disappear.I hate being materialistic and I hate that Im caring and patriotic coz watching my country make an ass of itself is a waste of time. I hate not finding the right words to comfort someone, i hate knowing that I cant. I hate when you try to explain and no one understands. I hate when people whinge and bounce and are too into themselves. and I hate realizing that some dreams are just not meant for me. I hate not knowing whether the grass really isnt that much greener on the other side. I hate not being able to choose the way I look. I hate my race. I hate genetics, I truly do. I hate it hairy bodies. It gives of an aura of dirtiness. I hate procrastinating which is what Im doing just now. I hate making the same mistakes over and over again. I hate old age because with it comes wisdom and pain. I hate that Sunday feeling.I hate that all good things come to an end. I hate it when people go on and on and on which I am doing so I am going to stop.
Theres so much that I hate but what I abhor however is not being truly happy. May 3 8:57 PM MST