link hereI hate everything sometimes!
I hate that I have 3 kids with two dads. They are both addicts.
I hate my luck.
I hate that I can't walk outside and smoke one cigarette without my kids tearing something up! They drive me insane.
I hate how I am sometimes.
I hate when I tell people too much.
I hate that all my friends are not really friends.
I hate that my parents try to control my life, even though I am grown.
I hate to get bitched at by my mother because I am wanting to date someone before my divorce is final. My ex could care less about me, the kids, and what I do. All he cares about is his drugs. Sometimes I have days when I just hate everything!
I hate my life, my family, friends, new boyfriend! I don't know why, but I just do.
I hate it when Jonathan doesn't call me when I think he should.
I hate myself when I overthink and worry too much about every little thing.
I hate Darrel for doing all the things that he has done to me. I wish I never met him.
I hate not being free. I am so tied down.
I hate it that I can't even go to town without packing like I am going on vacation.
I hate it that my kids ignore everything I say.
I hate having to beg someone to watch them so I can go to school for a test.
I hate that my parents act like they support me, and want to help me, but they don't. They ask me for money! I don't even have a job, and I have my own bills and 3 kids to support!
I hate that the one person I just realized that I have loved for years, and he has always loved me-is unavailable.
I hate two-faced people.
I hate people who are only there for the good times.
I hate people who only pretend to care.
I hate everything.
I hate my house being a mess-I try to clean it up-but it builds so fast that I can't keep up.
I hate school, but I have to do it.
I hate all the work that I have to stay up all night and do, because my kids won't let me open a book.
I hate feeling lonely.
I hate when my own mother knows how I feel, and just ignores me.
I hate when I feel depressed.
I hate wanting to cry, but not being able to.
I hate my crappy car that I had to get after my other car got repossessed b/c my husband bought drugs instead of paying bills.
I hate feeling helpless and alone-like there is no solution to a problem.
I hate my son's doctor's office for refusing our insurance even though they approved the procedure.
I hate my inlaws, they are two faced, selfish, and drunks. They don't even care about their grandchildren.
I hate that my life is where it is now. I just don't understand what I did to deserve such a load of crap? I feel like I have been good to everyone. Maybe too good. They just wan't to walk all over me, b/c I will bend over backwards for someone else.
I hate that no one cares enough for me to do the same.
I hate that now I have my tubes tied and can't have anymore kids, b/c what if I actually meet someone that will be forever? Maybe I want to share that with them.
I hate feeling old, and stretched. I wish I felt fresh and new and free again. Life sucks. I hope it will get better soon-I am almost insane.
Jun 7 10:52 AM MST 
