link hereI hate my acne.
I hate having to take Accutane to clear up my face after 10,000 other things didn't work.
I hate waking up in the middle of the night every night because of it.
I hate how it chaps my lips like fuck.
I hate getting monthly blood tests for Accutane and almost passing out every time I draw blood.
I hate how my dad looks at my face like I'm a goddamn mannequin and comments on how it's improved, even though it looks the same to me since I started.
I hate how fucking self-conscious I am of my acne.
I hate how people involuntarily associate acne with being dirty.
I hate how I don't have a girlfriend and
I hate how I think it's because my face isn't attractive.
I hate knowing that people are worse off than me and how I use that as an excuse not to feel so pissed off about miniscule things.
I hate how I think too much.
I hate this superficial society.
Sep 23 9:14 PM UTC