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I hate feeling alone in a crowded room. I hate feeling like I dont belong. I hate my fake smiles and insincere laughs. I hate feeling bitter and guilty. I hate wanting to disappear.I hate being materialistic and I hate that Im caring and patriotic coz watching my country make an ass of itself is a waste of time. I hate not finding the right words to comfort someone, i hate knowing that I cant. I hate when you try to explain and no one understands. I hate when people whinge and bounce and are too into themselves. and I hate realizing that some dreams are just not meant for me. I hate not knowing whether the grass really isnt that much greener on the other side. I hate not being able to choose the way I look. I hate my race. I hate genetics, I truly do. I hate it hairy bodies. It gives of an aura of dirtiness. I hate procrastinating which is what Im doing just now. I hate making the same mistakes over and over again. I hate old age because with it comes wisdom and pain. I hate that Sunday feeling.I hate that all good things come to an end. I hate it when people go on and on and on which I am doing so I am going to stop.
Theres so much that I hate but what I abhor however is not being truly happy. May 3 8:57 PM MST