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I hate that 6 months ago I was on here complaining about how i've never been kissed and just a little over a week after I posted it I had my first kiss and it was amazing.....but I hate the pain it brought me weeks later. I hate having mixed feelings about it. I regret ruining the relationship, I feel kind of emabarassed because my performance wasn't spectacular, and it hurt a whole lot later. But on the bright side I got it over with, he was cute, and if I didn't end up kissing him that night I would've been extremely disappointed. I just hate that it didn't end well. Feb 8 1:44 PM MST