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I hate my mother and the idiotic things she does. I hate living with her. I hate having to see her ugly face everyday. I hate always having to listen to her annoying nagging voice. I hate how she yells and makes a big deal out of everything. I hate that she blames me for everything that went wrong in her life. I hate that she blames me for her shitty childhood even though I wasn't even around then. I hate that she's a fucking cunt but the rest of my family feels so bad for her and thinks i'm a terrible person because I don't feel sorry for her. I hate her. She fucked up my childhood and she's fucking me up now and it's even worse because i'm still fucked up from my childhood and she's going to do this until one of us is dead. I hate her for fucking my dad and being pregnant with me and not considering abortion. I hate her because she treated my dad so shitty that he had to go cheat on her and everyone just feels so bad for her when she fucking had it coming. I hate her so much but not nearly as much as I hate myself. I hope she kills me and then kills herself shortly after someday..... Jan 26 3:48 AM MST